MY WORLD!

2007-01-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

I've been gone for a long time ay.. hehez... Well, I was busy working during the hols.. and celebrating christmas... Cleaning the house and now schooling... Zzz...

School was alright i guess.. Had a good math teacher.. =) At last!!! Some close friends from church came to my school.. I was so happy when i first saw them in my school. hahaha... I was like oh my gosh youre here!! What are you doing here!! How come youre here!!! why didn't you tell that youre here!!! Oh my!!! Meet me after school!!! And then ended with a joyful laughter... hahahaha...

Haiz... I've really got no idea what to right in my blog anymore... I might not have a blog anymore... I dono.. haven't really decide about it.. =)

Anyways got to go...
Adios! =)

2006-12-09T19:38:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7ZPb2xU84I

this is a vid from youtube.(7th heaven:through the years.) i think this vid is really nice. Man i miss this show. I watched it when i was a toddler. My dad likes to disturb me with the girl with the curly hair. I for got her name. Dono what mackenzie i think. lol... =/ Anyway, if someone ask me what would i want to do before i die. Watching the whole 7th heaven series will be one of them. hahaha... I really to watch it again. Its really nice. Mn i miss all the old shows. Last time shows used to be nicer than now. I mean shows now are nice. BUt not as nice as how it used to be. shows like you've got mail, gilmore girls, home alone, the first wives club, st elmos fire, the little rascals(oh i miss this show alot too... ah!) and many more. hahahahaha... I miss all of them. haiz... =)

2006-12-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

Ah!!! Today was a great day. Went to tampines ikea around 11 plus. My family and i window shopped there. it was okay. i guess.. haha.. After window shopping, we got caught up by some swedish band playing outside the building. They were so cool. haha...Great entertainers. hahaha... Oh! and when they were singing i'm dreaming of a white christmas. i sang along. hahah... and the lead singer told me half way during the song that it was gd that i'm singing along. hahah... and at the end of the song. he thank me once more for singing along. hahaha... first time. hahah.. Anyways, they were really good. really really gd. Awesome.it was fab. haha... My whole family enjoyed their performances. hehez.. we were so hungry at first. But ever since we were enteratined by these talented guys. We totally forgot about our empty bellies.lol..They were really cool. they are called happy makers.. they are very famous in sweden.

After that awesome concert, we went to novena for a while. After that we went to far east flora, to buy a christmas tree. Yay!! haha.. and after that we went to town to have dinner and to browse around. It was kinda boring as it was too croweded to walk around really. Then after that, we head down to holland V to have drink at a place called NYDC. It was kinda cool there. I saw two of my friends working there... hahaha... thought of teasing them a little. but they seem very busy. so i just sit quietly and be a gd friend by not disturbing them.. hahaha...

And now i'm home.. haha... went out the whole day. Kinda cool.. hahah.. =)

2006-11-26T17:24:00.000+08:00

Ah!! At last! I could use th internet. Whoo!
I've been so busy. Had to work, work WORK! Family outings... Spring cleaning... switch room with my sister...Haiz... so freaking tired. I want to rest in peace for one day. I'm going to paint my sisters and the hall soon. Haiz... I just can't wait for christmas to come. By then,everthing will be done. Including my salary. Ooo... I see $$$ in my eyes. Whoo... lol... I can't wait. And feel the spirit of christmas. I'll be getting a new Mp3 soon. Yay!! my mp3 spoil. Zzz... Can't live without music. I need it. hehez..

Oh. i got to go... going out! Zzzz... okay.. chao. =) will update soon.

2006-11-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today i woked up with a flu and a soar throat. Bad luck. =( Haiz..

Today i have an off day from work.. So happy. Yipee!! Instead i went out with my parents to get some christmas ornaments. hehez.. Christmas season is the best season ever. I love it so much.I can't wait for christmas day. =)

After shopping, we went for my dad's choir practice. Zzz.. It was fun singing but it so boring listening to the choir master talking. Really boring. I almost fell asleep man. Ha! He was kinda neggy at the same time. Haiz.. Zzzz...

That's all i did today. Its kinda boring but at least i had a break from w.o.r.k.. =)

2006-11-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

2006-11-12T01:13:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. today was the last day of cat class. So sad. =( I'm, sure going to miss everyone. Haiz..
Today was kinda fun. We had a class photo today. It was kinda funny at that moment. Everyone was all like smiling at all the cameras. There are so many shots that we had to smile so long. When the shot were coming to an end, most of us gave up. We just looked at the camera. It was so tiring. My jaw was aching man! ha... After taking the class pics, we went out of the class to have our tea break.We took that time to take pics of our closest friends and ppl whom we love. =) hehez... today was a fun and saddening day at the same time. haiz...

Oh gosh!!! My book shelfs, the shelfs broke. Shit!! I dislike that book shelf of mine. Can't wait to buy a new one. =)

2006-11-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

Yay!! Finally i got confirmed. haha.. I had fun yesterday. I arrived church with Allison at around 4.33.(LATE!! Supposed to be there before 4.15). When we got into the class, everyone was all settled down and were all in silence. I felt really weird when i walked pass everyone to get to my sit at the FRONT. We had to reflect on the gospel for the mass until 5.08 around there then we went up to the entrance of the church. The mass was starting very soon. I stood at my pace, feeling all excited. When the mass started, i walked into the church together with all my friends. We walked into our pew and stood there to sing the entrance hymn song together with the congregation.

After the mass, we took pics with our friends. I had a blast taking pics with them. Haiz... I wish that we would carry on like this. hehez... I was really happy about yesterday. It was so cool. Being confirmed. Confirmed with all my good friends. And being confirmed to spread the story of God. hehez... Hmm.. =)

To all my confirmation friends!!
Congratulations to you guys!! I love yeh so much. Friends forever! =) PEACE!!! KEEP IN CONTACT!!! haha... =)

2006-11-05T01:29:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow getting confirm already! yay!! lol... =)

I wish that i will find you and that you will find me too. I wish that we'll carry on in our life together. I wish that you'll be in my life. I don't this to end. I want to last. So i really hope you'll be in my life. I'm searching a way..

2006-11-04T01:29:00.000+08:00

I started working with my dad last saturday. It was not bad. It was kinda tiring only and always had a hard time waking up in morning. My dad has to ask me to get up at 3 times then i will wake up. And even if i got up from my bed, my aren't fully open. I will walk sleep walk to the toilet. hehez... I had to wake up at 8 somthing in the mornining and had to follow my dad to bring my bro to work. And then we had to rush to work by 10. 50 or 11. I had to work from then till 5-6 in the evening. It looks not that bad. But its seems very long to me. haha.. After work, my dad and I will go to vivo to fetch my bro at 8-9 in the night. By the time we reach home, its around 9 something. Then my bro will be going on the computer first while i wait for him to finish. I've never managed to wait up for him until today. Hehez.. i was too sleepy to wait up for him. hehez..

Haiz... I can't wait to shift back to my old room. My sister and I switched room 8 months ago i think . Around there. Now i'm in her ex room. I don quite like the design and color of this room. Its kinda dull. I like rooms which are bright. My ex room is bright and refreshing. My sister and i wanted our old rooms back 3 weeks ago. So we decided to switch rooms again. Back to where we belong. But the problem is that we areso busy working and schooling that we didn't had time to switch. Haiz... I just it will be done before christmas. hehez... I love my old room so so much. Its very comfy. hehez... =)

Oh!! yay!! this sunday getting confirm already. So cool. So exciting. Can't wait man! haha... =) Whoo!!

2006-10-29T01:16:00.000+08:00

Today was quite a day. Woke up early in the morning and got to work at 8 something. Had to work with my dad. Its kinda boring but thinking of $$$. I don't mind at all. haha.. i left work at around 12 plus to go for cat class.

Cat class was kinda good today. We had quite a number reflection. And our facil, Eric gave us a talk. Although he was a little harsh in a way, he gave us alot of points to perpare us for our confirmation this sunday. YAY!! hehez..

I can't wait for confirmation. hehez.. Its gonna be good. I'm so looking forward to it. hehez.. i wish that all of us will still be friends even after confirmation. It would be sad if we don't. =)

Haiz.. this year's cat class is the best class i've ever attended. All the facil really gave us a wake up call. To renew our faith in God. And to tell us more about him. To show us his love. It has been a wonderful experience through out this journey. Haiz.. And now its time for us to carry on with our faith and keep building them up. =)

I hope that all of us will always remember one another and rememeber the journey we've gone through together as a family of Christ.

To all my confimation friends, I love you guys so much. You guys have been such a good friend to me. I will always keep your in my heart and mind. Peace to you and may God bless you. God will always love you.

A Friend is a Treasure
A friend is someone we turn to,
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure,
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives,
with beauty, joy and grace.
And make the world we live in,
a better and happier place.

2006-10-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy!!! I'm nor retaining!! I heard it from my bestie in my class.. haha... Nobody in our class retained...
whew!!! So happy ar. So next year must study extra hard!!! I ant to succed. So i need to study..
WHEW!!! haha... But i hope that my results isn't very bad.. I mean besides maths and science. I hope that i will pass the rest of the subs. hehez...
=)
PRAISE GOD MAN!!=)

2006-10-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

I didn't manage to get my results on friday but anyways i manage to give my parents some clues about my results. Saying like i'm afraid that i might retain and explaning my reasons but not saying my results at all.

I wasn't ready to tell them yet. MOst probably this thursday because thats when i will get my report book. Haiz.. I really wish i won't retain. I'm not going to see my report book until i get into the toilet. haha.. =)

2006-10-19T18:12:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow i'll get my exam papers. Haiz... so scary. So far i've found out my science and maths results. It was terrible. Haiz.. Thinking of it makes me sick man. I don't how am i going to tell my parents. I really not in the mood to see them disppointed. They are expecting me to pass. haiz... I feel so useless. I'm feeling so pathetic. So so pathetic. I feel like a loser in my family. All my siblings seems smarter than me. My youngest sister is smart.My the other sister is in EM2. She was supposed to go to EM3 but manage to bug up. My brother is the best. He studied last minute for PSLE and for his O's but yet he gets what he wants. What about me?? I only did well when i was in p1 to p4. BUt the best was p4. I was second in class. But it was no biggy to me. Because i was in a lousy school. When i was p5, i shifted to CHIJ bukit timah because of some lover boy trying to get his thick ass to me. Eww! Ever since then i failed all my subjects. I went to EM3 when i was p6. I lost hope then. BUt my mom told me that its okay and if i study hard. I will go to NA. So i did what i was told. I was always first in class. Again! It was no biggy to me. Because in my class there are only 3 of us. And its EM3. The papers are chicken feet. Its like a p3 work. Anyway when i got my PSLE results i was shocked. I got 3 bend 1 and 1 bend 4. I thought i'll be going to NA when i saw that. But as i look below my reults. It stated that i'm going to NT!!! I was really disappointed. I cried. I felt so so so hopeless.. I didn't even choose my school. I left it to my mom while i lay in bed and be miserable. My mom chose for me STC as a first choice. And i manage to get in. I was pretty glad that i got in but when i was sec 1. I wasn't excited at all. I just focused on my studies and try to get promoted to NA. Until now i have not succeeded. =( This year has been a very tough year for me. I was having diffculties with myself. School. LIfe. Stuff like that. This year is really a big failure to me. Haiz... I'm afraid that i might retain. I can't stand being in this class and disappointing my parents and disappointing myself. Do you think i can handle the thought of me retaining? I can't. I can't at all. Sometimes i feel like faking my result to my parents. But i can't live with a lie. I can't. it'll make things worst. It'll make me feel worst. It'll disappoint them more. My parents are great parents to me. They love me alot. and i love them alot too. I just can't bear to see them disappointed. Because when they are, I feel even more disappointed and hopeless.. haiz... I really don't know. One of my friend ask me whether do i believe in God's plan? I said yes. When my friend mention that it makes me realise. Why should i worry. God will handle it. He won't let me face things which i can't handle. I was so glad that my friend asked me that. It makes me feel better. hehez.. I just hope for the best. =) I might disappoint my parents and it will disappoint me. But maybe this is God's plan. =) I just need to find my inner strength.

2006-10-15T17:03:00.000+08:00

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

"FIX ME"

2006-10-07T04:29:00.000+08:00

Today's chinese was okay. I've tried to focus and try my very best to get the right answer. haha... The first 10 questions i tried my best to get the right answer. Wherelse for the rest, I played mini myni more.(Not sure how to spell.) lol... Just trying to get luck. hehez... On monday i'll be having computer p1 and p2 and science p2. haiz... so sian... Computer need to memorise so does science. My brain is going to be full of scientifics and computer technics. =/ haiz... So boring. I hate exams. Can't go out! Can't watch too much tv. Can't relax. Its all about studying, studying, studying. STUDYING! I want to go out! i miss going out!Wait! last week i just went out on sat. Opps!! But i still miss going out! Argh... I need the malls. =(

2006-10-06T02:57:00.000+08:00

Cassie crept out of her room slowly and quietly walked towards the main door. She gently unlocks the door and turns the doorknob. As she opened the door slowly, a hand came out of nowhere from behind banked the door shut. "Where do you think you're going young lady?" a rough stern voice asked. She slowly turned behind to look at it. It was her dad. "Erm..erm.." Cassie stammered, not knowing how to explain. " Come here you little termite!" her dad shouted, walking towards her room. Cassie refused to move. Her dad got frustrated. He walked towards her and grabbed her with her arm. She tried stopping him by kicking him. He gave her a tight slap on her sweet rosy cheeks. It was so tight that she fell onto the floor. He grabbed her hair and dragged her to her room. It was a dark and empty room. The only thing there is her old blanket, which was given by her mom on her birthday.

Her mom died when she was about 6 yrs old. It was a sad tragedy. She died in a plane crash on the way to Canada to meet a client. Her dad was very depressed since. He took drugs and drank a lot of beer. He even gambles. Things change a lot ever since then. He destroyed every thing that his wife made. He even destroyed the house painting that his wife chose. He destroyed them by scratching it with a penknife. He even starts abusing Cassie then. He loves his daughter a lot but he was too depressed that he couldn't control himself. Cassie suffered a lot ever since her mom died.

"Now you stay here. You scumbag!" her dad shouted and banked her door shut. She could him locking it. She stood in her dusty room in a corner and cried for her mom. She asked her what did she leave. Why do things have to be like that? Why dad dislikes her. Then she told God that she couldn't take it anymore. She told him to take her burdens away and that things will change soon. She lay on the cold cemented floor and cried herself to sleep.

When she woke up, she squinted her eyes when she saw a very bright light shining upon her. She looked around on the place where she was lying. It was a nice grassy area with flowers blooming brightly. She stood up slowly and looked around. She saw people walking around at a close end. She walked towards them and a lady said "Welcome here sweetie." She wanted ask her where she is but the lady ran away with the others. Then a familiar voice from behind called "Cassie? Is that you?" She looked behind quickly. "Mom!" she shouted with delight. Her mom opened her arm widely. Cassie ran towards her and jumped on her, hugging her tightly with tears of joy flowing down her cheek. Her moms hugged her close and kiss her. "You're here with me sweetie. Do not fear. You're in heaven. There is no turning back. You're safe." Her mom comforted her.

A poem to this story:Help me!

I hear you screaming
As i scramble down under my duvet.
Your angry, hateful obscenties are getting louder.
I try to cover my ears.

Your footsteps stop outside my door.
Suddenly, the door opens up.
I shake in terror in the dark
As you shove my violently down the floor.

You start to yell at me,
Verbally abuse me.
Learning a long time ago not to talk back
I only listen,intimidated and terrfied.

A sudden blow on my cheek interupt my prayers.
Another blow on my back
My tiny legs, my head, my neck.
Stop bashing my up!

I cry out and traumatized
In agony I howl.
The only thing I get in return is
Another strike for being too loud.

Help me mama.
Don't lie about my injuries.
Help me mama. Take me away from the nightmare i'm in.

Mama is nowhere in sight
While her little girl is being slammed
Against the wall.
Where are you? Why aren't you helping me?

All i can hear is the sound of my own bone breaking.
I can taste blood in my mouth.
Daddy yanks me by my hair,
Dragging me down the stairs.

Help me, Mama,
Help me.

Inder the light i can see my scars
My legs twisted
My black-and-blue arms
My ears ringing.

I look around, whimping
As daddy cries out,"Shut up,
You bad girl! Neighbors will hear!"
I cut short, scared to death.

As i lie on the cold floor
Who is to rescue me?
No more Mama comforting hugs.
Oh, Mama, has he killed you already?

The thought of living without you terrifies me.
i start to cry loudly.
Knowing i have got to stop.
I bite my lips.

Too late,
daddy comes back.
He is hurting me gain,
He twists my little arm behind my back.

Mama.
Help me!

I slowly drift away
Everything seems so blurry distant.
Maybe I am dying.
Maybe that will be better.
I wake up the next morning,
The sun shining on my face.
Doctor's there!
Instead of the angry face i saw last night,
He puts on a mask of happiness.

"I'm so glad you're awake!
Let's celebrate!"
The doctor pats me on the head
Walking away.

I try to call him, to ask him to come back
Desperately i try to say
"Don't leave me alone with him."
But my lips are too sore and i cannot speak.

A short while later i am better...
Healthy enough to go home...
I plead the nurse with my begging eyes,
I am too scared to tell them what's going on.

I have no choice but to follow Daddy,
As he grabs my hand tightly, leading me away.
Leave me alone!

I turn back, but nobody notices me,
My hurt and battered tiny body.
Returning back to where i was harmed.
Back i go.

Help me, Mama.
I want to be free.

2006-10-06T01:26:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow i'll be having my chinese paper. Its a no stress paper for me because i'm very weak in my chinese. I don understand it at all even when i try my very best to. hehez... So usually i just slack in it.haha..Monday i'm having computer p1 and p2 and science p2. Tuesday i'm having maths p1 and p2. Wednesday i'm having EOA p1 and p2. Thursday is CPA p3. Yeah! Thats all. But all those subjects which starts on monday are very stressful for me especially maths. I hate that subject. I stink in maths. Gosh! the score of my maths last semester is 16. 16!!!!! This is the score of my chinese over the YEARS!!! Its so BAD!!! Haiz... I really don't know what to do about it. I'm in normal technical and its hard to get revision books when you are in this level. Book stores don't really sell them. SO its hard to practice. But thank God my teacher gives us lots of paper and test so we could revise from there. Hehez... But it didn't really help me. I really don't understand the bearings, tangent or whatever another two topics are called. If i've not mistaken, they are call indices and pythagores theorem. See! Not only the methods are complicating even the name of it is. Haiz... Anyway i just hope that i could pass my computer, EOA, CPA, English and science. I'll be satisfied already. Wherelse for my maths and chinese, i just hope i'll get at least a pass. hehez.. Last semester i pass all my subjects distinction except for maths and chinese. My chinese i got 46/100 and as i said earlier my maths i got 16/100. haha... I don't know how the heck i got my chinese higher than my maths. When i first saw my results in my report book, i was like this is so.. wrong. I even double check my name on it. haha... Strange huh! hehez..

Anyway, i've had enough of writing about exams. I want to write about something else. I cut my hair short. Not very short. Its about shoulder lenght. I like it! Cause its light and i think i match shoulder lenght hair style. hehez... Oh!! I got something exciting that i'm waiting for it to come. My DAD got a new car. We've already pay for it and got everything sign. We are just waiting for the car. haha... The sales lady says that we'll get the car by next week. But the question is Which day?! haha... I'm so excited about it. This is my first time having a car of our own. haha... Wait! not our own really but my dads company's car and my dad keeps it. haha... I'm really so happy. Its a Trajet. It may not be biggy to you guys but it does to me. ALOT! Its 8 seater There are six ppl in my family. So we don't have to squeeze. hehez... And i like the space in there. The seat. The interior. Ah!!EVERYTHING!! I'm just so grateful that after so many years of wishing that my family will get a car one day. And FINALLY! Its here! haha... GOSH!! this is just so FAB! Fabulasso! hehez... I just can't wait to seat on it! haha.. Ah!! Thinking of it makes me wiggle. haha...

I think i better go to slp now. Its very late already. See yeh peeps!! Love yeh! PEACE! =p

2006-10-01T06:17:00.000+08:00

Look at the time!!! Its 6.11 am. haha.... I didn't want to slp at all. Wasn't in the mood. hehez.... I'm wired. haha... Anyway, life has been good lately. hehez... Didn't go to school last whole week. I was having a high fever, soar throat, flu and cough. I'm feeling much better now only my cough hasn't really cured yet. =( BUT HEY!!! Last WHOLE WEEK DIDN"T GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!! YAY!!!! Whoo!!!! haha.... I was having a holiday. haha... It was fun staying at home and sleeping like a PIG! But after a while I get really bored. And the shows on the TV stinks!There wasn't any nice show to entertain me. =/ They were like showing all those stupid shows that you couldn't understand and when ending just wasn't good at all. Haiz... It was only on Tuesday if i've not mistaken that they showed a nice show but that show i've watched before. Its called IF ONLY. Its very nice. Very Sad. I cried lots. haha... Its about this guy who is always busy with work and other stuff. He seldom spent time with his gf like having a special dinner together or telling her about his childhood life. Instead the gf always talks about herself. She always wanted him to speak about himself. But she didn't want to force instead she just be humble about it. Then one day, hes gf died in a car crash. It was after they have argued about him, not showing her his love. He saw the accident just right in front of you. And i've to tell you, he really gone crazy when he saw that. He screamed for her. Hoping that shes alright. She was alive when the parmedics got her out of the cab but when she was in the sugery room in the hospital, she died there. He saw her died.

When he got back home, he took her diary and read it. She wrote about him in every page. Saying how much she loves him and what she feels about him. How much he means to her. As he read each page, there was a pieace of paper at the back of her diary. He took it out. Look at it. It was a songthat she wrote for him. He started sobbing and fell asleep then.

On the next day, he woked up and looked at the time. It was the same timing as he woke the day before. Then he looked at the diary he's holding on to the whole night. Just then, a familier voice said " Don't you read a word". As he slowly turned his head to look behind. He saw his gf lying next to him. Looking at him and smiling. He jumped off the bed with fright. Feeling confused. She tried to calm him down by hugging him. He thought it was just a dream until things start happening the same thing as what he dreamt. His gf got burnt on the hand, a guy spilling coffee on her shirt, Hes watch crack, the same taxi driver.

He started to panic. He quickly took his gf out of the country. He told her that she could go anywhere she wants. She decidedto go to the place where he was born. As they spent time there, he told her about him. ABout his family. Everything that she wants to know. He wanted to say there and go back to the country where they were. But hes gf had a violin graduation day. So he had no choice and hope for the best. When they got home, he took the song sheet from her diary and told his gf that he is going to the office for a while and that he will meet her at the graduation.

He went to a shop to photocopy the song sheet. He bought for her a flower and a bracelet. When he reached her graduation place, he gave her the flower and went to get a sit. After all the performance was done. He went on stage and introduce everyone to her to let her sing her song. She was a little nervous at first but after a while she got into it and did an awesome show. hehez...

After her graduation concert, they went to a restaurant that she picked. Thats when he gave her the bracelet. After eating, they walked to the same place where she died to get a cab. Before they got a cab, he told her how much he loved her. How much she have taught him to love. How much she means to him. She gave her a kiss after hes a done. Thats when the cab came. It was the same taxi driver in his dream. This time he got into the cab with her. As the cab drove to a stop at the traffic light, he gave her a kiss again. Then when the traffic light turned green, he started to panic and started thinking about his dream and what happen today. Just then a car from another side of the road skitted and banged the cab.

Guess who died???!!!!!!!!! He died. And this is for real. This is the part that i really cried. I couldn't stop crying even after the show finish and when my sister asked me i'm okay. The other part of the show that i cried was when she died at the first part and when he told her how much he loved her before the huge tragedy came. hehez...
it was really sad. Haiz... =) Anyway, i got to go. Need to get ready for church. Attending 8.30 mass with my bro and my cousin. see ya'll . PEACE!!!

2006-09-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

Today is september 11. Haiz... I just watched a documentary show regarding the world trade centre in New york which was destroyed by the terrorist 2 yrs ago. It was a tragedy that no one expected. Many ppl died and there were ppl who cired, scream and feeling lost. Some were even looking for their friends or family members. Its a huge tragedy that happened on this date.

Why can't there be peace in this world? Why do innocent ppl die? They did no wrong. Why must the world be so full of hate? ppl killing one another and ppl cursing one another. Why can't there be love? When will the world realise that whatever they are doing, they are hurting God. The one who give them life. The one who is full of love. The one who is always there. The one who never gives up on us. The one who saves us from sin. The one is willing to help. The one who made the world. The one whom we call Father.Why can't ppl just realise this and stop doing things blindly. Why do ppl want to live their life with guilt.

I just hope that the world will leave in peace. And that i will be at peace too. =D

Love yeh peeps. =D

2006-09-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hi there ppl!!! lol... Venetia helped to write a poem for my remedy prince. hehez... I didn't know how to write a poem. So i asked her. Shes gd in it.. hehez... YOU GO GIRL!!
Well here it goes!!!

MyRemedyPrince
(Written by: Venetia)

My Remedy Prince
You may not know this
But you are the only cure for the loneliness I feel in my heart
Every single misery that I feel now
With just the presence of you here
Seems to have disappeared
Your charming eyes
That made me felt that anything is possible
Your sweet smile
That warms the coldness that I feel
The messages that you send
Is able to make me smile
The times when we talk
I wished that time never end
I thought I might never ever felt this way with someone else
But you proved me wrong
I’m afraid to tell you how much you mean to me
For I fear the answer
Might be the one that will break my heart into pieces that can’t be put back together again
But just keeping the fact deep in my heart
It hurts me you know
Cause I know that you r heart might long to be with someone else
It pains me seeing you with another
But for the moment
Just let me feel that you belong to me

2006-09-07T16:20:00.000+08:00

Hi!!!! hehez... MY DOG GAVE BIRTH TODAY!!!! SO CUTE!!!! SO HAPPY!!!! MY BABY IS A MOTHER!!!! LOL.... SO CUTE!!!She gave birth in the morning around 6.55. I didn't slp the whole night as i got the feeling that shes going to give birth in the middle of the night. hehe...She gave birth to 2 babies. SO CUTE!!! I'm not sure whether they are female or male yet. But i think both is female. hehez... So cute!!! My youngest sister will take care of one of them and i take care of teh other. hehez... I'm not sure what i will call mine yet. But my sister thought of calling her dog pearl. hehez... =D I'm so excited to see them grow as big as their mom. hehez...The mother's name is Lady. She is 2 yrs old. So cute!!! hehez... I love them. I love the puppies. I love Lady! I love the dad, spike!!! hehez... =D

Got to go... see yeh... Need to go and clean up the welping area... hehez... PEACE!!!
hehez...=D

2006-09-07T04:35:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep. My mind just can't get my head off someone. My remedy prince. Haiz...

I just thought...
Of the way you smile when your nervous
And the way you look at me from a far
But I go to war with myself
Whether to tell you how I feel
Or just to keep it to my self
I want to be close to you
And to hold you tight
But I don't want to scare you away
But I will just tell you
I am always thinking of you
With your wonderful eye's and great smile
And you are my happiness
In this world full of sorrows
I can't find the words to tell you
How you truly make me feel.
I was just thinking of you. =)

2006-09-05T11:15:00.000+08:00

Hi there! So sry that i didn't blog. I've been out for the past few days. haha... Went out with my family today. Going out with my friend tomorrow. hehez... Then maybe after that i shall make my IC. haha... i was suppossed to make it around May i guess... lol... Opps!! Haiz.. I don't know what to blog really so i shall write about me. =)

About me!!! =)

- Christelyn
- 15
-28/2/06

Hobby: playing tennis, running, cycling, dancing, singing and Zzzz... =)

Hates ppl who are: Betrayers, stuck ups, liers, talks behind my back and infront of me...

Likes ppl who are: loyal, friendly, funny, sporting, wild, talks alot and know when to keep their mouth shut, always there for me. =D

First crush: childhood friend. lol...

Likes guys who are: loyal, respectful, good personality, knows how to communicate with a girl, loves me for who i am, cute( good looks if possible but it isn't important), funny, always be there for me , caring, doesn't flirts with other girls...

Dog: Lady( Its obviously a female. lol..)

Fav movies: White chicks, Prince & me, The wedding planner, If only( i cried alot watching this show. Even after the show i couldn't speak... just kept on crying. lol... Very sad show. Its either a very sad show or either i'm just emo. lol...), The lord of the rings, Step up( the guy is damn hot. His name is Channing Tatum. hehez..), Troy, What a girl wants...

Fav tv shows: love @ 0 degrees( I think i got the name of this show right. haha... its a chinese show btw. very touching) , Whose line is it anyway, Meggi and me, Rock star supernova ( i love Magni and toby. They rock!!) , Living with Fran, My wife and kids...

Dislike tv show: Days of our life... lol... =D

Fav Artist: Magni(Rockstar Supernova), Toby(Rockstar supernova), Avril Lavigne, Green Day, avenged sevenfold, Counting Crows( accidentally in love!!! That song song rocks!!), Goo Goo dolls( Iris!!), H.O.T( korean boy band. =D), Martina Mcbride, Westlife(Kian!), The veronicas, Teddy Geiger, Swayd, Celin Dion, Christina Aguilera(Love her voice but prefer the old her. She has become a britney spears wannabe. haha...), fergie, Storm Large(Rockstar Supernova), dilana(rockstar Supernova), Linkin Park, Ciara(1,2 step!!=D), the killers....

Dislike artist:Britney spears. lol....

Fav music: complicated(Avril Lavigne), Behind these hazel eyes(Kelly clarkson), Since you've been gone(Kelly clarkson) Walk away(Kelly clarkson), Iris(Goo Goo Dolls), Creep(Magni), Throw it away(toby), Accidentally in love(Counting crows), Wake me up when september ends(Greenday), Holiday(Green day), All i want for christmas is you(Mariah carey), Have i told you lately(Rod Steward), Save the last dance for me(micheal buble), Everywhere(Michelle Branch), Mr brightside(The killers), Just like a pill(Pink), A public affair(Jessica simpson), Whats left of me(nick lachey), london bridge(Fergie), Hips don't lie(Shakira), When it all falls apart(The veronicas), come what may(Ewan Mcgregor and Nicole Kidman), Bohemain Rhapsody(queen), By my side(INXS), My humps(Black eyed peas), I want a love that will last(Renee Olstead)...

Dislike music: Sexy back(justin timberlake)

Fav food: Anything to do with western.. I love it.=D

dislike food: Sushi, Veggies.. don't ask y. lol... =D

Top 10 things/ppl i love:
1)God
2)Family
3)Friends
4)Dog
5)Handphone
6)Mp3
7)my room
8)The computer
9)Msn
10)My stereo

Top 10 things/ppl i dislike
1)R******(Argh)
2) Homework
3) Miss ***** ****
4) Fishes that bites
5) Chinese language
6) computer lessons Zzzz...
7) My aircon(Very warm when i on then very cold in the morning)
8) School
9) My uniform
10) My ez-link card pic

[c]heerful
[H]elpful
[R]ich?? NOT! haha...
[I]"m quite a blurr person
[S]mart at times if i used my brain. lol... jkjk..I guess. =/ hehez..
[T]alk alot
[E]nchanting?? i guess. lol... Don't know what to say. lol...=D
[L]oves to laugh. lol...
[Y]ou've got a friend in me? lol..
[N]oise! I love noise! Especially wehn i'm really in the mood or when i'm in a cool concert! lol.. =D

Thats all peeps. see yeh.. need to slp...
lol...Opps!! =/

2006-08-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

Today was a great day. I went to Joyce house and went on the internet. Just to check out some stuff and to chat on msn. After that, we change into shorts and a shirt and went to one of Joyce's friend's house to swim. They had this big slide for us bigger and younger kids to play. It was super cool!!! Everyone could go down the slide so smoothly but i can't. Always stopping in the middle of it and i have to push myself forward to go down all the way. lol.... Evryone kept telling me how to slide the right way and i was like okay i got it. But whenever i try over and over agin, it ended the same. No changes. lol.. OH!! There was one of trials that i actually slipped and fell on the slide and landed on my head. It was really painful man!! Totally felt giddy after that. Could't move properly. Kept on seeing the surroundings moving around my head and everything was quite blurr. It was quite a a scary moment for me but i just relax on the slide... close my eyes... and breathe. It took about 3 minutes for me to feel slightly better. Then i slowly push myself to the pool and relaz there. hehez... Then if i've not mistaken thats when the securtity guard came to complaine that the residents are complaining that we are making too much noise. And threatened us to get out of the pool or he will call the police. Zzzz... so fine ar. Me and Joyce left the p0ol and went to daily scoops to buy ourselves ICE CREAM!!! hehez... Then we went back to joyce house to prepare ourselves to go to Singapore I dol.

Singapore I dol was cool when its Live. I mean when you're really THERE!!! l0l.. we were standing in front of the stage. It was really cool man!!! The ppl there were so wild. Screaming their head off.. shouting for their idols. So cool man!! I scream for everyone. lol...
I don watch Singapore Idol. So i just scream for everyone. lol.. But Joakim was really cute!!! hehez... I held his hand many times.... =x But sadly he was voted out!=(

When they were about to announce who was voted out between Paul and Joakim. I was really tense up. Because everyone was screaming for Paul and i pity his fans.... Maybe also for him. He looks like hes going to cry. lol... I'm a soft hearted person ar. Quite emo! lol... Then at the same time i didn't want Joakim to come out!! hehez... So yea. I was really tense up about it. I couldn't even look at their faces at that moment. I just hide myself behind a huge speaker infront of me. hehez... And when the answer was finally out!!! Joakim!!! Wow!!! i really felt bad man!! I couldn't even smile. lol.... until he sang one last time. Just to give my support. For one last time!! hehez... When the show ended. Joakim's fans stayed back to say their goodbyes. I kept on shouting for his name. But he was too busy taking photo, hugging and signing with other fans of his. Then i was so called the last fan that he payed attention to. I asked whether could he hug me!!! hehez... And yea!! he did!!! lol.... Coolies!!! =D I wanted to tell him hes hot or cute or something. But i felt quite nervous so i just tell him that he rocks!!! hehez... And i also asked him whether is he related to one of my teacher in STC. " Mrs Gomez" then he was like thats my mother. Then i told him " No!! i mean! A teacher from STC!!! Mrs Gomez" And he was like" oh! NO!!!" and he gave me his cute smile. lol...

Cute sia!!!

hehez...I got to go. So sry!

See yeh peeps!! =D PEACE!!

2006-08-31T13:37:00.000+08:00

hi there!!! =D

Today i got back my report book. And guess what i ALMOST PASS my CHINESE!!!! lol... 46/100. I get a pass if i did my CA paper... lol... but i wasn't feeling well on that day. HIgh fever. lol...But at least i got so much higher than before. Last time always fail. Always getting 20 and below. lol... I thought i will get like 14/ 100.... lol... or even worse... lol... hehez... =D

I'm so happy!! lol... YAY!!! But the funniest thing is that now my maths is becoming like my chinese. I got 16/100. =(
Sad man!!! Haiz... don't know what to do now. lol.. should i get a tuition teacher or keep on trying?? hmmm.... =/

hmm... i think i should keep on trying. Cause if i get a tuition teacher... i might not be concentrating during lessons. Then i will waste my parents money.

So i must keep on trying. But i must be commited to what i say... hehez... its gonna be hard. But got to try. hehez... =D

oh!! i'll be going to joyce house ssoon.Just going there for a while. then go to Singapore idol. I don watch Singapore idol but i just go. lol...

So i got to go now.
See yeh peeps!!! =D

2006-08-30T16:14:00.000+08:00

Evryday, everynight i hope that you will be coming back soon. But i know its too early for you to come back. There were also times when my friend told me that you're back. It makes panic! Calling another friend of mine to confirm about it. I panic even more when he says no! It makes me think of silly stuff that you're lying to me about you going away for a while. But then i think to myself " you are a good person and a good friend... you will never do that to me. You will never hurt me. And even if you do, you will never hurt me this way."

Sometimes i even think of you too much... worrying how are you doing out there... crying, hoping that you are alright. Sometimes i feel like msging you just to tell you how much i miss you but i didn't. I didn't want to make you feel bad or anything. I just want you to be happy.

haiz...I will never forget you and i hope you didn't forget me. I hope that our friendship will never end. =)

2006-08-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

hey there!! Sry didn't blog yesterday... Was busy chatting with someone. haha...Yesterday was a boring day!! Don want to talk about it. lol... But chatting with that someone was fun. Very entertaining. lol.... erm... cool person. hehez... had a nice chat. lol... Good friend to have. Hope to get to know this person better. lol.... =x

see yeh peeps!!
=D PEACE!!!!

2006-08-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

hehez... its been a long while since i blog... lol... was quite lazy.... had no idea what to blog... lol...

Anyway, the past few days wasn't a very interesting day. Its just like every other ordinary day. U get up for school.... die of boredom in school... come back home... rest.. go to the the com.... chat online.. listen to music... then go and slp... Zzz...

it was only on Friday that was quite interesting... after schoo... I had camp. School catholic camp. It was quite interesting... But i prefer confi camp to this camp. I guess its because confi camp the ppl there aren't stuck up or anti-social. lol... and i guess its also beacause the activities were more spiritually involved and interesting... and FUN! lol...

But this school camp is also fine. hehez... not bad ar.

After camp went to cat class straight away on saturday. hehez... cat class is always fun! lol... so got no comments about it. hehez... then about today.... sunday... was quite alright... went to church in the morning. chat with some friends of mine in the canteen... then went for the wardening service thing again. This time i did better. only almost miss one lady. lol... she was like" oi!" but in a nice way. lol.. and i just apologised and smiled... was a little embarrsed about it though.. lol..

After mass, went out with Sonia chew, vanetia,Agnes, Julian and nick png. we had our lunch at burger king near boarders. then walked around... and laugh.. chat... and get wild... lol... especially we, girls... we were all like somehow went mental. Kept on laughing for no reason... talk alot... lol.... we were very noisy especially at burger king... lol... We also played with the food there... lol... its not nice thing to do but we were all had nothing to do so we did this silly stuff.. lol... Playing the ketchup and chilli sauce. lol. squeezing it verywhere.. using paper and cups to built a smaill city... lol... It was funny but in the end the small city that i made was destroyed. The paper wasn't standing strong enough...
lol...

After having fun with my pals, i meet up with my parents at wisma.... brought my bro home and found out that we left the key on the gate and our gate was open and our door was unlock. we were freaking out about it when we found out... All quickly rushed into the house and checked whether anything was missing. I wasn't afraid of whatever of my things are missing. i was more afraid of my DOG missing. lol... Her name is Lady. She is my baby. My sweetie. lol... AND SHES PREGNANT!!! lol....worried sia.. hehez... Anyway, there weren't anything missing.., THANK GOD!!! lol....
After that, my bro stayed home while the rest of my family went to the hospital to visit my Godma's mother. Shes so cute. So small size. So quiet. hehez... but its such a pity that shes weak. haiz... When i first saw her on the bed, my throat became quite pain and tears began to drop. I'm quite a soft hearted person. I can't bear to see ppl suffer like that. It makes me sick.

After visiting, my family and my Godparents had dinner together around bouna vista. I had cheese prata... lol.... YUMMY!!! hmm... hehez...
Then we went home.. so yea... thats it... =D

Got to go...

see yeh peeps!!!

2006-08-20T03:56:00.000+08:00

"Before I Fall in Love"
by CoCo Lee

[Verse 1:]My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be
[Chorus:]Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Verse 2:]And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around(
Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me nowBefore I fall in love

[Bridge:]It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to knowBefore I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

2006-08-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

Today i went for cat class instead... lol... My dad allow me to escape.. lol.... just for this event. lol... So happy! lol...

Anyways, after cat class, i had dinner with my parents and then we went home. I was really very moody when i got home. Not sure y. Maybe because i was tired or either that i'm worried about something. Haiz... I think i was worried. Worried of some things that happened in my life which i was afraid that it might happen again. Something that i don't wish for it to come back. Something that makes me feel a little scared and compilcated inside. Something that its hard to say. Something that i don like to reflect on... Haiz..

I got to go.
see yeh peeps! =) PEACE!

2006-08-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

Hi there... =D

Tomorrow is my last paper... Chinese paper... Very relax about it. As i said before my chinese sucks big time. So i just slack about it.. lol.... Haiz.. this sat i can't go for cat class... i'm so sad... =( I have to go to school to do flag day. Bloody hell. So boring... stand there for hours and asking ppl to donate. Zzz.... I rather go to cat class which is so much better than this. Okay... helping ppl is good but standing for hours is no good. I will die of boredom! I wish that i could at least escape or something but i can't. i will be in deep shit. haha... Haiz... I guess i just have to face it and hope that time passes fast. hehez... =D
Got to go. See yeh peeps! =D PEACE!

2006-08-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Exams starts tomorrow... So sian.. I'll be having Englsih and Science tomorrow. Damn stress... haha.. I have no prob with english but Science quite tough. Need to memorise alot of keypoints.. haha... Very heavy for my brain.. haha... Haiz...

Anyways, today was quite boring.. Went to church this morning at around 10 plus. Hang out with my friends in the church canteen while waiting for the 11.30 mass to start. I was doing the warden service thing at that time slot.. I was pretty nervous when my friends and i had to walk up to the altar and bow down. I got that wierd feeling about ppl looking at me. Haha... Then as i walked up to my pew after that, i felt not so nervous but a motive to rush. haha... so i ended up knocking ppls legs, hand and almost head. I was lucky i didn't hit anybody's head. haha... But i was embarrassed though. ha.. I wonder what would ppl think of me. " Clumsy!", i guess.. haha... its the right word for it rite. But maybe they have another word about me. haha...

After mass ended, i went to have lunch with my parents at near bukit batok the "Almeen" or something like that. I ate cheese prata. Yummy! haha.. And of cause... Milo dinosaur... haha.. its not bad and its easy to make. haha.. But i just don't know why they call it Milo Dinosaur.. Wierd! hehez...

After having lunch, we went back home. I did the chores and studied. So sian ar. Then around 6 plus in the evening, we went to jurong piont to collect my specs... hehez... My glasses were broken because of my dog. She ate my right lense while i was asleep. haha... I was quite pissed off with her but i couldn't blame her. I was the one to be blamed. I forgot to take off my specs before i sleep.. haha.. I was too sleepy so i forgot. haha.. ( I wonder how many hahass i wrote. haha.. wow! I think its about 13... haha... 14. =X)

After that... i went to my Godparents house to have my dinner. My Godparents are such a nice ppl. I love them. They always cook for my family. So sweet of them! hehez.. One day i shall do something great for them too. =D

haha...(15) I got to go.. need to continue studying... haha... (16)Zzzz...
See yeh peeps! =D PEACE!

2006-08-10T19:39:00.000+08:00

Seize the day by Avenged Sevenfold

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you aroundI hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we
live in
No longer needed here so where should we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with timeBut I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trails in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone
without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, or kiss your lips again?
I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trails in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone
without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day)
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

2006-08-10T17:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a very tiring day. Couldn't sleep at all on the night before and had to get up at 5.45 to get ready for the church walkaton. I left my house at around6.15 and reached church at 7.21... Met up with Elain, Gordon, Joyce, Christopher Cheong, Sean, Kevin, Natasha, Rainer and Amanda. We went for mass first which ended at 8.40 because we have to sing the nation anthem. So sian ar. Everyday in school sing the national anthem enough already. Haha... But yesterday was Singapores birthday so its okay ar. ha... Anyway, we were supposed to start the walk right away after church ended but it was raining. So Everyone had to stay back in church to say the rosary. Praying that the rain would stop. Ha... But all of us didn't stay in church.Instead we went down to the canteen to eat. Ha... Our stamochs were all growling. haha.. i ate a chocolate cupcake. It was not bad. It was nice. hehez... We waited in the canteen for about half an hour when the walk started. We walked for about 3km... We were all walking together at the first half of the walk. At the second half, Gordon, Sean, Rainer, Vanietia and Amanda and walked faster and reached church first. Quater of the run, Kevin and Christopher ran to church. So it left me and Joyce. We were busy chatting away. haha... We reached church not that long after kevin and christopher reached.

Then we had some bazarr at the canteen. I didn't eat the food there as i wasn't in the mood for a proper food. Instead i ate some junk food from the vanding machine. haha... After spending about 45 minutes or one hour in the canteen, Vanietia and i went to queensway. We Went to Mcdonalds to eat first and hang around there to chat. After that, we went to a accessary store to buy some earings. We spended there for about 45 minutes. Ha... We just put in whatever earings is nice into the basket and ended up having about 40 over earings in the basket. haha.. Then we had to Slowly choose carefully which one we really want. hah... I bought 5 earings altogether . Vanietia bought 3 earings altogether. The earing were chip. It causes 90 cents for a pair of earings. ha... By the time we were done, I had to meet my parents at the taxi stand. My parents and I went to espanade to check out what time the concerts starts and found out that it starts at 4 plus. I guess its around there. Can't remember. I was getting really sleepy at that moment. haha.. It was only 12 plus in the afternoon so we went to marina square to eat and to hang around there. We went back to esplanade around 3 plus. Watched the first concert. There was this group of guys playing different kind of drums. Banging it loud and having fun. I thought their music was cool. I felt like joining them too. haha... OH! While they were playing, there was this very cute amo guy standing in front of me, videoing them. He's so cute ar. Couldn't take my eyes of him. haha.. He was wearing a brown T- shirt and a nice cool jeans. His hair is long like a mop hair style and his eyes are hazel brown. So cute sia. ha... When he walked pass me, i was blushing. Hope he didn't notice it. ha... After that cool drummers performed, pasir ris primary choir performed. They were good too. All sang very well. There were students singing solo too. That was cool. ha... They really can sing. How i wish i could sing. ha... If i could sing, i'll travel to america and get a contract there and sing pop countries songs. That would be nice i think. ha.. After pasir Ris choir performed, my family and I went to another part of esplanade and watched two tall negro guys perfroming. They were the coolest. They sang well and they entertained well. My family and I enjoyed their performance alot.We danced, screamed and clap to the beat. I'm really glad that my famile are sporting cause thats who i am. haha.. I like going crazy in a concert. ha... Anyway, their concert last for an hour. Then we went back to the the other part of the esplanade to watch the ndp on screen. I dono what really happened at the ndp as i was fast asleep with my legs tuck in near to my chest and my head lying down on my knee... haha.. I was really sleepy. Then after that, my family and i went home. When i was home, i just quickly took a quick bathe and went to slp. haha...

So that was yesterday... a very tiring day... haha.. Wherelse for today... Its a boring day. Stayed home the whole day. So sian... Zzzzz... hehez..

I got to go now.
Bye peeps! =D Peace!

2006-08-09T01:18:00.000+08:00

"This is a poem about a friend who could've been so much more."

Persist
by Nicole Wickham

.

Dreams don't always come true

and that I have to accept.

But you were so much better

than all the rest.

You always cared

and you always loved.

You were always there

when push came to shove.

I wanted so badly

to have you near.

But it's someone else

who you hold dear.

"Persist" you once told me

"Cause your dream might come true".

But when you gave me this advice

Did you know that my dream was you?

Sometimes I think you did

But then I'm not so sure.

It doesn't really matter anyway

Cause your advice I chose to ignore.

How could I persist

Once I knew the truth?

I couldn't even pretend to not know

Cause you'd given me the proof.

I dealt with it the best I could

And tried to hide my feelings from you

But deep down inside of me
I am sure that you still knew.
So now I just sit and wait
And check the mail each day.
I hope that you are home real soon
Cause it's been lonely with you away. =(

2006-08-08T03:28:00.000+08:00

haiz... I really cant slp. Dono y. haha... Anyway, exam is coming very soon and i'm really stress about it. It starts on Monday next week. Haven't been studying well this year. Failed about 3 subjects last semester and now i have to buck up. Haiz... i have confidence in passing most of my subjects except chinese and maths. In order for me to understand maths, i need explanation from my peers or whoever who teaches me about 3-5 times. I'm really slow in my studies. Ha... But my maths isn't so bad as my chinese. I really suck in chinese. I can't speak chinese fluently. Neither can i read nor write in chinese. I've been failing chinese since primary school. Last semester i got zero for chinese. No idea how come. ha... I guess my chinese teacher(THE OLD MAN) counted wrongly or either i just suck. ha... He doesnt even know that i exist in class. You know what he asked me on the first day this semester? He asked me whether i'm a new student and i was like NO! Giving him a blur look... bacause he was the one who gave me my oral exam last semester and he's asking whether i'm a new student?? ha... And there were a few times in class when we were about to have our spelling. He gave everybody a piece of paper except me. I have to go up and asked him for it. Argh... hehez... Am i so invincible to him?? haha... Even when i call him "lao Shi"(I dono his name. Ha... ), he doesnt respond to my call. Argh... hehez..

Anyway, I just hope to pass my exam this semester. Really freaking nervous about it. If I dont do well, i might have to stay back which is of course a NO WAY to me. ha.. Who wants to stay back? No one does! haha...

I got to go now.
See yeh peeps! =D

2006-08-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

These jokes are quite funny... haha..

It was at the end of the school year, and a kindergarten teacher was receiving gifts from her pupils. The florist's son handed her a gift. She shook it, held it overhead, and said, "I bet I know what it is. Some flowers." "That's right" the boy said, "but how did you know?" "Oh, just a wild guess," she said. The next pupil was the candy shop owner's daughter. The teacher held her gift overhead, shook it, and said, "I bet I can guess what it is. A box of sweets." "That's right, but how did you know?" asked the girl. "Oh, just a wild guess," said the teacher. The next gift was from the son of the liquor store owner. The teacher held the package overhead, but it was leaking. She touched a drop of the leakage with her finger and touched it to her tongue. "Is it wine?" she asked. "No," the boy replied, with some excitement. The teacher repeated the process, taking a larger drop of the leakage to her tongue. "Is it champagne?" she asked. "No," the boy replied, with more excitement. The teacher took one more taste before declaring, "I give up, what is it?" With great glee, the boy replied, "It's a puppy!"

Another Joke...

The new family in the neighborhood overslept and their six-year-old daughter missed her school bus. The father, though late for work himself, had to drive her. Since he did not know the way, he said that she would have to direct him to the school. They rode several blocks before she told him to turn the first time, several more before she indicated another turn. This went on for 20 minutes - but when they finally reached the school, it proved to be only a short distance from their home. The father, much annoyed, asked his daughter why she'd led him around in such a circle. The child explained, "That's the way the school bus goes, Daddy. It's the only way I know."

2006-08-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

Take my heart back from Jennifer love hewitt
Soundtrack from "If Only"

It'll be alright
You said Tommorrow
Don't you cry Don't you shed a tear
When you wake up
I will still be here
When you wake up
We'll battle all your fears
And now I'll...

Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tears

Just a little more time was all we needed
Just a little time for me to see
Oh,the light that life can give you
Oh,how we get such a free
So now I'll...

Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tear

My blog!

2006-06-21T18:28:00.000+08:00

Hi, i just made my own. I had a quite a hard time cho0sing a username and my blog's name. lol... Anyways, if u got any ideas for me to make my blog look nicer. Pls tell me. =) thanks.